tessa01

i didnt expect that this would happen.. just like we first met.. to be precise.. he isn't mine RIGHT now.. but he told me that he WILL be coming back on the same day.. our special day before.. i do not know what he's planning to do but he promised me one thing... HE's STILL MINE.. and MINE alone.. *^_______________^* waiiiiiii~~ tessa-chan wa hontouni ureshii..!!!! i hope that this will never come to an end... i don't wanna fall to pieces once more.. i love him so much.. Please come back... ^^ i'll be waiting on that day.. Promise...

it's been a month since i've been alone.. i manage to find friends though there is still something that keeps my heart empty.. *sigh* how i miss him so much.. i miss the way he hugged me, the way he kissed me, the way he caressed me, and the way he loved me before.. i feel so pathetic right now.. T_T "everything in this world changes, because change is constant.." i suffered great damage and now, i don't  expect for him to come back to me anymore.. but still i'll wait forever.. i'll wait until he finds me again.. i love him so much..

he left me.. the only one i really depend on.. now left me behind.. this message is for everyone.. for my dear friends who always protected me from harm.. from my pain and suffering.. i thank you all so much.. maybe if it wasn't for you i may not be posting this entry.. thank you so much.. that i'm still alive... but i have a favor to ask.. please.. if this message reach you.. PLEASE.. give me and rocky our own privacy.. it's ok if you ask me.. BUT PLEASE.. leave him at peace... i'm a strong girl.. i know i can handle the situation and when the time comes that i really need someone.. i know i can depend on you guys.. thank you so much ag